Day 2 of Fast

I’m into my second day now. Not really hungry at all, which is good. I’m thinking tomorrow will be hardest. I think it’ll be a metaphor for how I feel about our life right now. I feel like there is this huge wall to get through. I am fairly certain that tomorrow I will feel the same way about eating.

I haven’t read my Bible yet this fast. I hope to later today. I really want to spend some time in Jeremiah, understanding what God is calling us to.

I feel like there is more there. More to this than just fasting. More to it than just this big blessing that is coming. I feel like there is a shift in the dynamic of our family coming. That I’ll look at life, spirituality and God completely differently. It’s a tiny bit scary, but it’s a big bit exciting.

I want to hold onto God. No matter where that takes me. No matter if I’m rich or poor, alone or with friends. I want to hold onto God. He is what matters!

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